Pain

How many times I've said go away,
How often I've said don't come again,
You're hurting me, now and again,
Please, please, let me have my way.

I hate the feel of you,
I dislike the coming of you,
I simply want nothing of you,
I fear the awful antipation of you.

If only I can have my choice,
If only you can hear my voice,
If only I could choose my poise,
I would surely surely rejoice.

I wanna see my days,
I wanna feel the lovely rays,
I wanna do all that pays,
I wanna sincerely pray.

Please go away, please go away,
You are blocking my everyway,
You ain't gonna stick in my way,
Let me embrace every lovely day.

Dollars paid for you to go away,
Effort made for you to give my way,
Do understand and pave my hay,
For I wanna really enjoy if I may.

Pain, pain, go away,
Never want you anyway,
Please don't come in my way,
For I wanna sleep a beautiful day.

Beauty in my sleep,
Smile in my dreams,
Treasure in my beams,
No Pain in my realms.

So hear me, Pain,
Abstain from my brain,
Let me live my life again,
Even a minute little grain.

You

I'd do anything to keep you alive,
I'd do anything to keep you smiling,
I'd do all things to keep you happy,
I'd pay everything to keep you by me.

There's no one person,
Who would touch my life like you,
There's no other person,
Who could mould my life like you.

You never gave me time,
Your rewards never had the chance,
You never gave me the smile,
Your litee would have gone any extra mile.

You were there through all times,
Culturing, moulding, working, mopping,
Cooking, washing, sweeping, weeping,
And I surely could feel you in my loving.

Through swinging on the hammock,
Through childhood with no deadlocks,
Through growth with no frills,
Through adult with no bills.

Those were the good times we had,
The only shadow that you always had,
Simplicity prevailing the times we had,
Never before had we say they were bad.

Your facade of lies that said you'd last,
The events that injected a horror wild blast,
How many times you said behind my back,
I realise now I'd never answer to that.

You left words and love of wisdom,
That circle till today, in my winding path,
I searched within my soul, herein my heart,
Where have all those gone, not within where i can find.

Rays and rays never seem to light up my day,
I'd build brand new memories,
A brand new dawn on the horizon,
For the happiness to return and stay.

I can hear, i can hear you call my name,
I can feel you here, all in you remain the same,
I can touch your skin, all far too close a kin,
I want to stretch to hold you, notwithstanding any din.

Blood flow, wound appears, imagination, painful now,
Through these seemingly hard and painful years,
Advancing of the unattended wrenching pain,
Until I find you, and you heal my pain remains.

Why can't I tell when I have so much to speak,
Why can't I write when there's so much in my mind,
Why can't I sing when there's so much sweet music,
Why can't I dance when tempo rythms in the air,

So much words are left unspoken,
So much things are left undone,
So much pain are left unhealed,
So much love are left uncherished.

Hear the agony of my heart,
Wail not the gladness of my soul,
Hear out the pain of missing you,
Unlock the pain, unleash the deadlock.

Its again a new beginning,
Whichever and however way you begin,
Riding on the next new ray,
Opening to another brand new day.