Three

It begins with a number,
Thats number one,
Followed by another,
Thats number two,
Then, the next one,
Thats number three.
These three numbers,
Brings forth a journey
Its winding so significant,
Personify these numbers,
Transcending into life,
Three stunning beauties,
Beholding every love,
That elevates me.
To soar dizzy heights.
Savouring every moment,
Of delightful passion,
So wonderfully sweetened,
In charmingly sweet delight,

Three in my bookmark,
Three in my eyes,
Three in my purpose,
Three in my soul,
Three in my spirit,
Three in my mind,
Three in my doings,
Three in my hands,
Three in my vision,
Three in my dreams,
Three in my body,
Three in my blood,
Three in my sparkle,
Three in my light,
Three in my vision,
Three in my sight,
Three in my picture,
Three in my frame,
Three in my searching,
Three in my wants,
Three in my focus,
Three in my sight,
Three in my valour,
Three in my sound,
Three in my journey,
Three in my smile,
Three in my worry,
Three in my heart,
Three in my symbol,
Three in my win,
Three in my chambers,
Three in my yearn,
Three in my pleasure,
Three in my joy,
Three in my delight,
Three in my bliss.

For the three so dear,
Bounching every inch of life,
Never can be replaceable,
The fluttering of actions,
With wings of butterflies,
When they are runned after,
They still flutter on,
If I stand still,
They'd be at my shoulder.
And they aint by one.
By three they stand in sight,
All so beautiful,
All so nice,
All so wonderful,
All so kind,
All so meaningful,
All so fine.

LIFE DELIGHTS

Life is a complex growth,
That grows within the soul,
That goes on and on for years,
Yet, its not the years in the life,
But, its the life in the years.

So many passions that govern life,
The longings for love,
The search for knowledge,
The doing of rights,
The ignorance of wrongs,
The exchange of ideas,
The conversion of concepts,
The splendour of beauty,
The bliss of growth,
The glory of action,
The celebration of joy,
The opportunity to work,
The chance to develop,
The journey of unknown,
The meandering of direction,
The destination of dream,
The vision of success,
The fruit of effort,
The basics of principals,
The echoes of inspiration,
The harmony of trust,
The fear of enemies,
The doubt of betrayal,
The purity of love,
The sanity of peace,
The desire of truth,
The grasp of reality,
The sanction of distance,
The closure of mystery,
The pain of loneliness,
The maturity of sharing,
The reality of idealism,
The acceptance of imperfection,
The calmness of the heart.


So many chasms,
So wide their gaps,
Seem wide and deep,
So certain by age,
Life is so full, to be driven,
Along every bend, every highway,
Life is to be lived, not be navigated,
Life is so glorious, so dignified,
As one life delights another.

Ruins Left Behind

The empty feeling that comes from within,
The longing to share the thoughts and feelings
With someone who'll listen
Reaching out for the right arms
Only to find none there
Realising the best days have gone
Leaving me numb, with fear, with no hope
Nothing to look forward to
Days may seem much longer
With no horizon to divide dawn and dusk
Days inch into night,
and night inch into days
Till when it ends,
Not within the view in landscape
Who is within trust
No, no trust in sight
The fears that I thought
That I should not say,
But being alone with my dreams,
Every fear ascends with a tear
Alone to cry, alone to fear
Alone to live, alone to die, yet.
Alone to learn, alone in joy,
Alone in dream, alone in smile
Life becomes mystical
With pain so invisible
Brazen with computers,
Till it seems rejuvenating
The truth spoken, the soul freed,
The fear hidden, the wants denied
How to find my soul a home
In the midst of the heart of stone
Sneak a peak of what's inside
No more than just those bones
Left behind to me to ponder
Am I to moan this alone
All alone would only be over
Only if Loss can be recovered
Oh where in the wide fields
The deep oceans, the vast blues,
The crowded grounds
Would the Loss say Hello
I am here waiting.. waiting..
For your to relinquish
Like Alaudin, with that magical touch
That brings forth a new soul
That will end the lone battle
Also seal the agony of the being alone
Be the saviour of the broken soul,
The sanity, the peace,
Flickers the beginning
a new restoration
From the ruins left behind

Pain

How many times I've said go away,
How often I've said don't come again,
You're hurting me, now and again,
Please, please, let me have my way.

I hate the feel of you,
I dislike the coming of you,
I simply want nothing of you,
I fear the awful antipation of you.

If only I can have my choice,
If only you can hear my voice,
If only I could choose my poise,
I would surely surely rejoice.

I wanna see my days,
I wanna feel the lovely rays,
I wanna do all that pays,
I wanna sincerely pray.

Please go away, please go away,
You are blocking my everyway,
You ain't gonna stick in my way,
Let me embrace every lovely day.

Dollars paid for you to go away,
Effort made for you to give my way,
Do understand and pave my hay,
For I wanna really enjoy if I may.

Pain, pain, go away,
Never want you anyway,
Please don't come in my way,
For I wanna sleep a beautiful day.

Beauty in my sleep,
Smile in my dreams,
Treasure in my beams,
No Pain in my realms.

So hear me, Pain,
Abstain from my brain,
Let me live my life again,
Even a minute little grain.

You

I'd do anything to keep you alive,
I'd do anything to keep you smiling,
I'd do all things to keep you happy,
I'd pay everything to keep you by me.

There's no one person,
Who would touch my life like you,
There's no other person,
Who could mould my life like you.

You never gave me time,
Your rewards never had the chance,
You never gave me the smile,
Your litee would have gone any extra mile.

You were there through all times,
Culturing, moulding, working, mopping,
Cooking, washing, sweeping, weeping,
And I surely could feel you in my loving.

Through swinging on the hammock,
Through childhood with no deadlocks,
Through growth with no frills,
Through adult with no bills.

Those were the good times we had,
The only shadow that you always had,
Simplicity prevailing the times we had,
Never before had we say they were bad.

Your facade of lies that said you'd last,
The events that injected a horror wild blast,
How many times you said behind my back,
I realise now I'd never answer to that.

You left words and love of wisdom,
That circle till today, in my winding path,
I searched within my soul, herein my heart,
Where have all those gone, not within where i can find.

Rays and rays never seem to light up my day,
I'd build brand new memories,
A brand new dawn on the horizon,
For the happiness to return and stay.

I can hear, i can hear you call my name,
I can feel you here, all in you remain the same,
I can touch your skin, all far too close a kin,
I want to stretch to hold you, notwithstanding any din.

Blood flow, wound appears, imagination, painful now,
Through these seemingly hard and painful years,
Advancing of the unattended wrenching pain,
Until I find you, and you heal my pain remains.

Why can't I tell when I have so much to speak,
Why can't I write when there's so much in my mind,
Why can't I sing when there's so much sweet music,
Why can't I dance when tempo rythms in the air,

So much words are left unspoken,
So much things are left undone,
So much pain are left unhealed,
So much love are left uncherished.

Hear the agony of my heart,
Wail not the gladness of my soul,
Hear out the pain of missing you,
Unlock the pain, unleash the deadlock.

Its again a new beginning,
Whichever and however way you begin,
Riding on the next new ray,
Opening to another brand new day.

Personified

Brown as i was, strong as i was to be,
Out to the glare, tenderly receiving those loving care,
So tender they seem, so cuddling they invite,
Quick-a-quick, to those so lovely eyes there.

So many siblings I touch, so many lives alive,
Ha, I am sure i stand out in style,
Right a whimp, left another,
I conquer like no other.

yummy yummy was all I wanted,
I must be strong,
Forever as can be,
Tall as I must be.

Mummi mummi, the feel of yours I need,
To help me through before i break that gaze,
Alas, day light, lovely rays,
All a shine on me everywhere.

Bounce as I could, jump as I would,
Hip a hop, all around, as best as you would,
Me not a racer, but pace any a place,
Try, see, hah.. not a gape, not a lag.

Where the best can be,
Thats where you see me,
In sight you must be,
Not lost we shall be.

Run, run, run, run,
faster, faster and faster,
Till my end is caught,
Thats where i say stop.

Love, love, a tinge of everyday,
Left, right, early, late, whatever,
Wherever, i must have a pinch,
Why reject when there's every inch.

I must, i must show you all,
I stand strong and tall,
No regrets, no rewind,
Forward in every sublime.

Brown I love, Cream i crown,
Biscuits, cherries, all a yummy,
Whats more..
There you, love me, yeah yeah mummy.

A New Direction

For often as i thought, as i thought,
I gazed into a crystal of happenings,
I thank new beginnings, i cherish new hopes,
I thank new environment, i cherish new future.

My blood flows with new findings, new discoveries
With a new direction, new emotion,
Much guided, much aloud, much sounds,
Much hopes, much words, much love.

The happer times were dwindled,
Withered like all stalks of roses,
The radiance of roses never ever recur,
Only if effort is made for new ones to occur.

With a vast vacant gaze,
In a dignified solitude of daze,
The emptiness means loss,
Only recoverable if not lost.

These days turn around,
Like an outward bound,
Like the big big wheeler,
Wheeling back on an old timer.

What sourced? what gained?
What added? What gotten?
Like before it came,
Now lost and forgotten.

Re-piecing it may seem hard,
Re-trying it now not the card,
Lost it may seem, gone it may be,
Forever so, then let it be.

Searched within my soul, find within my means,
Fumbled with the scratches of pain,
Stand up with the traces of regain,
Face on as there lies but meagre and faint.

O where does the search end,
The end line is nil and none,
The skyline is the limit,
But where the energy is abit.

Oh .. its always a beginning..
with or without a line,
with or without a limit,
with or without that bit.

wish you well as a new beginning always begins.