Ruins Left Behind

The empty feeling that comes from within,
The longing to share the thoughts and feelings
With someone who'll listen
Reaching out for the right arms
Only to find none there
Realising the best days have gone
Leaving me numb, with fear, with no hope
Nothing to look forward to
Days may seem much longer
With no horizon to divide dawn and dusk
Days inch into night,
and night inch into days
Till when it ends,
Not within the view in landscape
Who is within trust
No, no trust in sight
The fears that I thought
That I should not say,
But being alone with my dreams,
Every fear ascends with a tear
Alone to cry, alone to fear
Alone to live, alone to die, yet.
Alone to learn, alone in joy,
Alone in dream, alone in smile
Life becomes mystical
With pain so invisible
Brazen with computers,
Till it seems rejuvenating
The truth spoken, the soul freed,
The fear hidden, the wants denied
How to find my soul a home
In the midst of the heart of stone
Sneak a peak of what's inside
No more than just those bones
Left behind to me to ponder
Am I to moan this alone
All alone would only be over
Only if Loss can be recovered
Oh where in the wide fields
The deep oceans, the vast blues,
The crowded grounds
Would the Loss say Hello
I am here waiting.. waiting..
For your to relinquish
Like Alaudin, with that magical touch
That brings forth a new soul
That will end the lone battle
Also seal the agony of the being alone
Be the saviour of the broken soul,
The sanity, the peace,
Flickers the beginning
a new restoration
From the ruins left behind